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Life as it is: [Nov. 3rd, 2005|04:14 pm]
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I really feel like I’m living in Eiri-san’s shadow. And Shindou-san’s and Nakano-san’s, but I have a feeling it is not just because they're taller than me. He's a successful writer, and Shindou-san is a vocalist and then we have Nakano-san, who is all-around good at everything. I'm just a wallflower, a keyboardist.

Sometimes I feel a lot older than I really am. During photo shoots, and when we make songs for Bad Luck, it seems like I am the eldest because I work the hardest. Shindou-san works hard, too, but Eiri-san distracts him. I see Nakano-san but he doesn't update his journal. Geez.

Oh! And I had a really weird dream. In it, everyone was dead. Eiri-san died because of lung cancer, and Shindou-san because of secondhand smoke, and Nakano-san was zapped by electricity from the electric guitar.. Well, everyone died particularly gruesome deaths. Thankfully I woke up before I could see if I was dead in my own nightmare.

So.. Maiko-san, would you like to go out with me sometime? Eiri-san, I really don't need you to interrupt this right now. I'm having a nice enough day. Even if you are Shindou-san's sister, I hardly get to talk to you.
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[User Picture]From: [info]maiko_shindou
2005-11-03 08:00 am (UTC)

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somehow, i sort of giggled a bit when i read about your dream. i know it's bad, but i just couldn't help myself. good that you woke up immediately though. poor Hiro-kun...

anou... i don't think you should feel like you aren't being noticed (i mean, being Seguchi-san's cousin counts too, but that isn't it). you work as hard as nii-san and Hiro-kun do (sometimes, in nii-san's case, even harder), and i'm sure you have fans and admirers of your own as well. i know that nii-san and Hiro-kun believe the same as i do.

it's good that you're so focused with your music. your dedication to the band is pretty amazing. demo... you could use a break sometimes. you might stress yourself out too much.

so yes, i'd like to go out with you though it was sort of me that asked you in the first place ^_~. so just tell me when, ok?
[User Picture]From: [info]musical_keys
2005-11-04 03:41 am (UTC)

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Dreams are like that, unpredictable. I think when you get older you start dreaming such dreams, but I’m not really -that- old yet, so I have a feeling I’ll be stuck dreaming things like this a little longer.

I don’t know, but sometimes I just feel insecure. I’m sure everyone feels that way on occasion. There are times when I feel unimportant. That’s it. But, I do know that many people care about me as well -- thank you very much for reminding me, Maiko-san.

...Maybe I should have a weeklong break! But will that work?

Well... .//_//. How about this weekend? If it’s all right with you, that is.
[User Picture]From: [info]maiko_shindou
2005-11-04 04:09 am (UTC)

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hai. this weekend is great!

i'll have to quickly ask onii-san. he's a pain to deal with sometimes...
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